Polaris

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Polaris
Lucy Nelson

Did you know that the celestial sphere 
(what we see as the sky) 
moves around us? Well, we think 
it moves around us — of course, it’s the stars fixed 
in place, and we're the ones 
moving, but to our 
eyes, we see a 
sky that 
rises, a 
sky that sets. 
Every night the     stars appear to rotate 

around Polaris, and we watch them as they cross 
across 
the sky. You're my north 
star,
and by that I mean             you're   the 

point that everything else rotates around. You're the 

point   that the sky dances around, the 

point  that makes it all hold 
fast when the rest of the world is spinning g g 
not out of control, but 
just too
fast for me to hold 
onto. You are the fixed 
point.   The sanity to my insane, 
the hearth to my home,
the center of it all. 
The colorful prisms 
underneath 
a rainbow 
because they're all from rocks, 
aren't they? 
The diamond dust particles that dot the 
sky? 
I'm diving into a 
dark lake at midnight, 
and there's no moon, but there's a million, billion 
stars. 

I pull down each one:
a smooth leg under clean sheets; 
a cup of coffee in bed; 
a blue eye blinking awake to mine, and I'm —
staring at you ‘cause I'm —
drinking you in like I knew,
deep down, we were going to say 
goodbye. 

And I would be reaching for that memory 
of that morning 
where I'm taking you in like a snowfall, 
like a whisper. 

(I'm in the lake and I feel you) 
like an echo through a cave, 
(and the tide is coming in) 
and the Milky Way is somehow s t r e t c h e d 
across the
sky 
like I can taste the caramel inside of it, and you are there, 

Polaris — 

dim 

and fixed, 

in a 

thunderous 

sky. 

Lucy Nelson

Lucy Nelson (she/they) is a poet, writer, and performer. She lives on the coast of Maine, and she spends her time talking to the waves and seeking little truths. She is a grad student at Smith College and is in training to become a therapist. Her work has appeared in Silly Goose Press and Quibble Lit. Her spoken poem, "I want it delicious," received a Quippy Choice Award in the inaugural Ps and Qs Audio Poem Awards.

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